Friday, February 13, 2015

ALMOST HOME


I’m so excited to share a few things with you.  The first is that I have finished the first draft of my first novel.  A dear friend, in Australia, has just completed a beta read and the first basic edit, and I hope to have it to a professional editor by the second week of March.  My goal is to self-publish in May.  I want the release to coincide with another milestone, in my life, that I will tell you about in a moment. 

The novel, Almost Home is about Stephen Bennett, a thirty-two year old HIV positive man who has just lost his lover to the ravages of AIDS.  The couple have a fourteen year old son, Caden.  This all too common tragedy happens a mile above the Castro District, of San Francisco.  Convinced, as many were, in the 1990’s, that he would inevitably succumb to AIDS, Stephen must do something to ensure Caden is cared for.  Faced with his own mortality and confronted with a growing rift between himself and his teenage stepson, he decides to move them both, across the country, to Minnesota.  This is in an effort to reconnect with the family he’s been mostly estranged from, since he was just a half decade older than Caden.  Through relationships found or rediscovered, secrets are revealed.  Old resentments and new beginnings send Stephen and his extended family hurtling towards one shocking night, New Year’s Eve, 1993, when a heartbreaking act of violence threatens to shatter all of their worlds apart.

Anyone who knows me, knows that I have talked about writing, nearly, my entire life.  I started on a manual typewriter when I was twelve years old.  I didn’t know how to type, so I hunted and pecked away at the keys of that ancient machine.  To this day, I type with two fingers.  Teachers, in high school and college, attempted to break me of the habit, to absolutely to no avail.  For many years, I stopped with the typing altogether, handwriting poetry.  There were a couple of attempts at novels, but nothing like this.  I am so thrilled to have come this far. 

Now, about that second milestone, on March 8, 1989, I tested HIV positive.  In a couple of weeks, it will be twenty-five years.  The quarter of a century, now more than half of my life, that I have lived with HIV, has been challenging certainly, but mostly, it’s been rewarding.  I’ve been gifted with too many beautiful friendships to count.  I have been showered with support from family and friends.  Since 1990, I’ve participated in twenty AIDS Walks, in LA, San Francisco, Seattle, and now Minnesota.  This year, on Sunday, May 17th, I challenge my friends and family to join me.  I’ve set a fundraising goal of $5000.  Personally, I hope to raise half of that.  Beyond that, if 20 friends each raise $100, we’re nearly all the way there. 

The novel is a reimagining of some parts of my journey.  I look back on the 1990’s, when I, too, felt there was no chance I’d survive the decade.  Almost constant battles with drug changes and the nagging side effects that accompany each change have certainly challenged me and those I love and work for, and with.  I’m very happy to be able to tell the story of a man and his extended family facing similar struggles, apart and, hopefully, together.  It seems apropos to combine the publication of my first novel, with the 25th anniversary of my testing positive, and the AIDS Walk, immediately following that milestone.  The book is called Almost Home, so I’ve started a team for the Walk, by the same name.  You can register to walk at www.mnaidswalk.org  Choose to join a team and find Almost Home.  You can pledge me, personally, or the team, by going here: http://mnaidswalk.org/kev1229#.VNz8huk5CUk

It has been the biggest pleasure to take this journey with all of you.  Expect the launch of a personal website within the next month, where you can follow the progress of both projects.  Again, I hope to have the book, in at least Kindle and paperback form, available for purchase on Amazon, in May.

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!